i don’t know if this has happened to anyone else, but sometimes i can hear conversations going on in my head, like two people talking to eachother. and it’s usually when i’m doing a task or not thinking about anything in particular but when i tell them to be quiet they do i’m pretty sure it’s not my tulpa talking, though. he’s pretty shy when it comes to people and the voices don’t sound like him
ive always tended to subconsciously think of random words/conversation but for me its always felt like they were mine, its probably just ur subconscious
Luminesce: Yeah, my brain usually just plays a random song 24/7, but on days where I socialized a lot it instead just runs snippets of words (sometimes not even intelligible) from people I heard a lot in the background(edited)
7:34 PM
I assume your background vocalized thoughts are more clear than mine
7:34 PM
Still wouldn't consider it related to tulpamancy, though
I have constant dialogue going in my head about what I'm thinking about, and the number of "actors" in any given thought stream varies a lot
7:51 PM
it's all "my voice" and "me" but it's a back-and-forth like regular conversation. A lot of it in "tulpish" (abstract thought rather than explicit human language), too, but still a constant running commentary with multiple commentators
7:51 PM
that is literally 24/7, even when a song is stuck in my head
{Every message sent by us here until August 1st was from Lumi, we're getting too lazy to retroactively tag tens of pages of posts lol}Luminesce: Technically the concept of tulpa sentience at all is debated, mostly because people can't agree on what it means(edited)
9:27 PM
Normally easier just to call independence & autonomy
Reisen
Normally easier just to call independence & autonomy
I think the problem starts further back, when people feel mentally incapable of deciding things themselves and rely desperately on collecting others' opionions/anecdotes instead
In a quick summary - I consider the part of a person they identify with as "them", the conscious thinking part, separate from the body and rest of the brain they might (usually do, by default) also identify as. So my internal sense-of-self that plugs into/uses the brain's ability to think and process things is "me", and my tulpas are the same thing, their own senses-of-selves and everything else that comes with that (preferences, values, perspective, personality and thought patterns etc.)
9:37 PM
So, switching to us is literally just switching which of us is "plugged into" the driver's seat of the brain, so to speak.
9:37 PM
Literally getting out of the driver's seat and switching with my tulpa in the passenger's seat, seems to be a great metaphor.
Now, how to do this.. is exactly what Kitkat and I say is best to figure out yourself rather than try to follow other people's exact guides or whatnot.
9:39 PM
Whatever comes to you naturally in tulpamancy will nearly always work better for you than someone else's symbolism or such.
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9:40 PM
Though maybe unlike Kitkat, I don't mind explaining how I think tulpamancy works (or should work)/what the experience is like (or should be like)
9:40 PM
Since for a variety of reasons, that really helps people learn to have the same experiences.
9:41 PM
(You just.. need to learn from someone who's got an actually good experience & foundation for working with it)
I first switched with Reisen, but each of my tulpas had roughly the same experience - all of the senses/sensory information felt new to them, so they were somewhat overwhelmed (in a good way) by sensory information for a while
9:44 PM
Like, they paid a lot of attention to feeling textures, visual details and so on.
9:45 PM
The effect wore off over a month or so though, so I'd say it's like they just didn't have the filter of "This is all old, just ignore it" that I and everyone else would after childhood.(edited)
The other big(er?) thing is that my tulpas would get actually tired after being switched for a while, progressing from only an hour to some hours and then eventually able to go the entire day (and then wake up switched, instead of always me waking up) over the course of 1-3 months (too long ago to remember now)
But yeah, after the month or few it took to progress to going all day without getting tired, my tulpas became able to wake up still switched, and switching has not changed at all for us in the 9 years since then.
9:49 PM
Basically means any of my tulpas could choose to never switch back and could just live the entire rest of our body's life as themselves.(edited)
9:50 PM
(Obviously they wouldn't do that, but for demonstration, Lucilyn was just switched in for 45 straight days recently)
9:50 PM
During which I'm equivalent to the tulpas in our system(edited)
Reisen
Though maybe unlike Kitkat, I don't mind explaining how I think tulpamancy works (or should work)/what the experience is like (or should be like)
i do that, but very briefly and in simple terms, especially when someone asks. Just so they get the idea why what they are told is going to help them. Too much info just distracts
I think philosophising about how it all works, putting labels categories classes sublabels etc is fine but not for a beginner(edited)
We literally just focused on trying to see them in real life.
9:52 PM
Walked around where my tulpa should be trying to see them there, I dunno.
9:53 PM
People make it out to be so complicated, and that's probably why we were successful at it and not everyone else is, lol.
9:54 PM
Then we just practiced it every day (personally, by walking around my college campus with my tulpas, sometimes having them sit in classes with me if the class was suitable)
My tulpas existed for 4 years before we found out about "tulpas"/had any outside influence at all, so we had no wonderland and they actually naturally exist in a sort of "around-the-head space", sort of like halfway between wonderlanding and imposition
9:56 PM
Though it's also sort of hammer space, because while I could say "My tulpas is forwards and to the right of my IRL head", they're closer than a foot+ away despite looking futher away